tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31333092024-03-14T04:20:59.942-04:00Dream Speak - What do your dreams say to your life?What do your dreams say about your life? What brings you joy? What makes your heart sing? Living life large requires risk ... the biggest risk is being authentic in what feels like a fake world ...
<p><b><a href="http://dreamspeak.blogspot.com/2006/10/levels-of-dreamtime-work.html">===>> MY DREAMWORK TECHNIQUE - START HERE</a></b></p>Being Nowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09950691415462632467noreply@blogger.comBlogger133125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3133309.post-29949662872344845362014-10-11T21:08:00.000-04:002017-11-16T20:21:50.728-05:00Human Design Generator
Human Design Generator
What if you got to be 58 years old
and then someone told you that you had a design...
That you came in with a design... a way to optimally move through your world.
And what if you realized that, all your life, you've worked against the design that this Human Design information says you were born to live?
That's where I am.
I've been a "doer" all my life, and under theBeing Nowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09950691415462632467noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3133309.post-67261133702598326872014-01-11T22:03:00.003-05:002017-11-16T20:34:34.193-05:00How do you know when you're in the flow?
In the Now and In the Flow
by Neva J Howell
I've focused for many years on mindfulness. In spite of that focus, I often find myself unmindful. I can't find my keys because I wasn't mindful when I threw them down. I don't remember all of a conversation because I went somewhere else in the middle. And the challenge to notice when I'm in the flow of my own life path and when I'm outside of Being Nowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09950691415462632467noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3133309.post-66858830370923278662013-09-28T13:41:00.000-04:002017-11-16T20:34:11.483-05:00Having a nightmare about having a nightmare
Dreams within Dreams ....
Suggested reading: Medicine Dreams Diary
A friend of mine had a nightmare. In the nightmare, she was dreaming she was asleep, having a nightmare. Now, that can just make my head hurt if I let it.
What do you think a dream like that would mean, or could mean?
For me, it feels like her soul is showing her that the pain she is in right now, as heavy Being Nowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09950691415462632467noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3133309.post-57472889861973136302013-06-23T17:17:00.000-04:002017-11-16T20:24:32.759-05:00Shadrach Village Web Series Launches!
It's a magical place!
I launched a new webisode show called Shadrach Village.
It's about a group of people who leave mainstream work and world to bring their dreams back alive. They walk out on comfort to live in an old warehouse with no electricity or running water, because they feel like they are suffering even more greatly by living lives that don't make sense anymore.
Princess Being Nowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09950691415462632467noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3133309.post-8054228285915710812013-05-03T08:41:00.001-04:002017-11-16T20:32:59.225-05:00Looking for Christian Books?
My sis often finds old and even rare collectible books for her online store, including some very interesting Christian books.
If you are looking for collectibles of all kinds, nice scarves and neckties, collectible caps and books, please check out Down South Sisters
Being Nowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09950691415462632467noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3133309.post-2670020354316569382013-02-01T09:36:00.001-05:002013-02-01T09:37:15.648-05:00
Spiritual Purpose
Been thinking 'bout this lately.
Am I here to experience being me?
Or am I here to change me into something better?
I've always read that earth is a school and we're all here to learn and grow. While learning and growing seems inevitable with experience, I have never felt that was exactly the goal.
This idea of coming back repeatedly to fix karma doesn't sit exactly Being Nowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09950691415462632467noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3133309.post-20235622951749982872012-01-15T18:36:00.000-05:002017-11-16T20:29:50.440-05:00Virtual Reality , Really?
Beckinfield Beckons....
A while back, I joined what is called a Mass Participation TV Project, or MPTV for short.
It's a concept ... create a virtual town online. Have actors create characters to populate the fictional town. See what happens.
What happens is kinda awesome. I joined because I'm an actor and love creating believable characters. I didn't realize, at the Being Nowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09950691415462632467noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3133309.post-1947289314673183622011-08-25T10:39:00.001-04:002017-11-16T20:30:23.898-05:00Medicine Dream About Ex
Taking Responsibility for my part in a past relationship trauma
When my spiritual marriage of seven years ended, to say I was devastated would have been a vast understatement. I was utterly and completely demolished. In fact, it took another seven years for me to come back alive, or feel any true sense of moving on.
I went thru quite a few levels of clearing, forgiving, asking Being Nowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09950691415462632467noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3133309.post-79017156004477993932011-08-21T10:52:00.000-04:002017-11-16T20:32:44.934-05:00What now?
Recognizing the ending and beginning
There's a flux in my energy field, my vibrational resonance with the whole.
It is being caused by shift. Something is ending, something else beginning.
At least, this is how it feels.
In my recent exploration of living beyond choice, the advice I AM would give me would be to be patient, in the vein of that old scripture that admonishes "wait, thou, Being Nowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09950691415462632467noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3133309.post-57910368800182899682011-08-21T10:48:00.000-04:002017-11-16T20:33:51.373-05:00Living Choicelessly
What does life look like without choices?
I suppose the exploration into choiceless living may have started way back when, back when I first read about the potential of a life without story or carlos castenadas books on the space between things.
I'm not sure how the path meandered ... just that it has brought me here.
Here, to this moment where I am typing this -- appears to be a choice. Being Nowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09950691415462632467noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3133309.post-29148210691957718132011-08-03T13:03:00.004-04:002011-08-03T13:42:44.383-04:00Miracle Mineral Supplement InfoBeing Nowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09950691415462632467noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3133309.post-90058189931649384312011-03-16T18:09:00.000-04:002017-11-16T20:36:38.958-05:00Earthquake in Japan 2011
Cosmic Pudding
Copyright, Neva J Howell
I saw but could not understand .....
What is this I'm seeing?
It looked like dark mocha pudding
made of swirls of sea and mud,
liberally sprinkled with cars and
houses....
So gently flowed the swath
of absolute destruction.
Cars a-swirl like hot wheel toys;
Houses pushing off like boats.
A supernatural cosmic pudding
no one in their right mind
wouldBeing Nowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09950691415462632467noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3133309.post-12599170469352742332010-12-07T15:14:00.000-05:002010-12-07T15:14:29.006-05:00MisunderstoodClarity of speech a challenge
I recently posted on a forum and some of my words were quoted back to me, in quotes, with negative response. I could see where there may have been a question about meaning. One word can mean a lot of different things, seen thru different lenses of perception.
However, what caused the leap from a question about meaning into a negative statement about Being Nowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09950691415462632467noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3133309.post-71831112111103537282010-11-05T11:57:00.000-04:002017-11-16T20:36:06.961-05:00Realization about Acting
Will I continue acting now?
I had an interesting shift around one of my lifelong passions, which is acting. I've been a natural actor and ham since a very early age. While teaching acting classes, I discovered that part of what drew me to acting was that it allowed me to safely be someone else, live in a different world without repercussion in this one, explore different realities.
Being Nowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09950691415462632467noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3133309.post-1518768981587906802010-10-27T16:14:00.000-04:002010-10-27T16:14:49.113-04:00Cali SleepingAware Sleep of the Cat
Copyright, Neva J Howell
I'm watching Cali sleep.
She is asleep though her eyes are slightly open.
She is aware although she is asleep, a trick that.
I envy that state.
Cali, can you teach me to sleep awake, to rest aware?
Her cat body utterly relaxed, one leg hanging off the side, pink nose moist, awake and asleep simultaneously, calling one or the other Being Nowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09950691415462632467noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3133309.post-13015212369741349792010-10-27T16:08:00.000-04:002010-10-27T16:08:59.525-04:00Here and No Here
Listening to Whispers
Copyright, Neva J. Howell
For weeks, or ages, I've been walking in space.
Surrounded by all these whispering realities
Whispers that say anything at all is solid
Whispers that tell me I am solid
What happens if I stop listening to the whispers
that speak of a reality I no longer support?
Who is the I that no longer supports this
appearance of reality that must be heldBeing Nowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09950691415462632467noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3133309.post-77375963363536752022010-09-21T16:09:00.000-04:002017-11-16T20:38:20.986-05:00A New Direction
Am I headed for Ashland?
It has probably been at least a year and a half since I had any sense of definite direction on a spiritual level. I'm not alone in that. Lauren Gorgo, Karen Bishop and many others on the transformative front of 2012 have talked about the many physical, mental, emotional and spiritual fluxes that we are going thru, those who have stepped away from the mass Being Nowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09950691415462632467noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3133309.post-11819878447994532162010-08-12T11:50:00.001-04:002010-08-12T11:51:42.508-04:00Consciousness Playtime ResourcesOn the Technique of Acting is my top recommended training resource on the creative arts. It is further a delicious exercise manual for the matrix-minded individual. Doing the creative exercises in this book and one other by Michael Chekhov, To the Actor: On the Technique of Acting, will not only stimulate creative inspiration but also expand consciousness and a sense of playfulness Being Nowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09950691415462632467noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3133309.post-11330665569516391902010-08-12T09:01:00.001-04:002017-11-16T20:40:13.658-05:00A Funky, Funny Dream Let Go
Continuing the release of what I thought I wanted
Copyright, Neva J. Howell
I have this knack ... I can walk into a thrift store or yard sale with thousands of items and zero in on the one thing of value. This knack has led to a tendency to collect collectibles. I sell them online and had always dreamed of doing the biggest yardsale in the world.
I'm speaking of the Highway 127 Being Nowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09950691415462632467noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3133309.post-86497151419476467612010-06-23T13:42:00.000-04:002017-11-16T20:41:49.888-05:00An Absense of Dreams
What do you do when you've already done it all?
Of course, I haven't done it all, by far. However, I've done a lot of the things that were attached to dreams in my younger years.
This isn't the first time I've pondered what happens, exactly, when goals go.
I haven't had what I'd call a life goal for a long time now, years in fact. And I admit I feel adrift a lot, without Being Nowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09950691415462632467noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3133309.post-89646511144928044652010-06-14T08:56:00.000-04:002017-11-16T20:42:51.889-05:00A New Direction for Dream Speak
Dreams in General
Since I decided to move my dream interpretation work over to my medicine dreams diary, I pondered closing Dream Speak. I hated to do it though since I have so much content here but what else could Dream Speak be about but dreams.....
Oh, snap. It could be about dreams for your life. Goals, dreams, things you want to do, etc.
That's kinda funny too cause I'mBeing Nowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09950691415462632467noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3133309.post-79534159287661940252010-04-12T13:17:00.000-04:002017-11-16T20:43:44.461-05:00Healing in your sleep
Hypnosis for Restorative, Healing Sleep
I dream better when I sleep better.
This is very different than when I am so exhausted that I fall into the sleep of the rock. Deep, restful sleep seems to open the dreamscape environment and allow for more dreamtime interactions.
If you are having trouble sleeping, consider hypnosis. Hypnotic suggestions, said just as you are drifting into Being Nowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09950691415462632467noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3133309.post-48106127248401600602010-03-07T10:04:00.000-05:002010-03-07T10:04:51.029-05:00Dreams about acting; dreams about janitorsThe Dream: I was talking with a janitor in an elevator. He said he was in a play and that the director was wanting him to nail the character, get the part right and then play it that way. The janitor said he didn't want to do that; that he was purposely playing the character entirely different every night and wanted to do it that way.
My take on the dream so far:
I really understood a lot ofBeing Nowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09950691415462632467noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3133309.post-52921248174746514082010-01-30T09:07:00.001-05:002017-11-16T20:44:29.702-05:00Dreamtime Blog Update
Dreamspeak Future Uncertain
I have started an online dream interpretation diary at my main website so I'm not sure I can maintain two dreamscapes online.
Just to recap how I work with my dreams:
Copyright, Neva J. Howell, all rights reserved
I ask, before going to bed, for dreamtime assistance and messages.
When I wake, I take a moment to see if I remember a dream or not.
If I do, I then Being Nowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09950691415462632467noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3133309.post-71386297873340431152008-05-18T18:43:00.011-04:002009-03-29T09:19:58.457-04:00Dreams about first lovesDreams about first loves and healing the pain of past relationshipsAll content on this blog, unless otherwise indicated, is the copywritten material of Neva J Howell. Linking permitted but DO NOT post or reprint without permission.I've had two dreams recently about my first love.I have had trouble bringing the dreams back from dreamtime so I'm not sure what the messages are for me but it's Being Nowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09950691415462632467noreply@blogger.com0