Dreaming of the past

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Maybe it's because it has been so hot at night....don't know but I've had three dreams about my ex-spiritual partner and they were pretty darn steamy.

Believe it or not, I think menopause is to blame.

I entertain no wish to return to the life I left with this man, even though I will always love him. However, my libido is awakening after about 7 years asleep and I guess he is the obvious one to have in my dreams in that case, since I was with him for 7 years and loved him more than I've ever loved anyone.

I don't place any particular significance to these dreams as any kind of sign that I still want to have a relationship with him. The main reason I don't feel that way is because I always ask what my dreams are about when I wake (Well, almost always) and what I got from these, each time, was that is was hormonal realignment within.

The dreams started when I started taking 5 mg. of micronized dhea. I don't even take it every day but still, it has definitely jump-started some physical feelings I haven't had in a long time. They are not entirely welcome except that I know passion equals fullness of life and sexual energy can be channelled in ways that support vibrant living.

What a lovely dream

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Learn from your dreams

The Dream Snippet: I'm in a balanced, healthy very lovely relationship with a man.

I can't remember anything specific, like his face, name, etc. Nothing stands out about him but what felt so good was the balance that I felt in the relationship. It's not something I've yet ever manifested in a real relationship.

My Take on the dream so far:

Well, I'm sure all kinds of freudian interpretations might apply but, to me, the sense I got on waking was just that something had shifted for me after the dream where my old mate comes up and says he loves me, something positive.

I honestly have no desire to be in a relationship but the dream seemed to say that something in that arena was healing, to even have a dream where it was so lovely and balanced and where there seemed to be no other message. In other words, I looked for hot spots in the dream that made me uncomfortable, or places where colors or other aspects were too vivid. Those are usually signs that a message is veiled in that part of the dream. There weren't any stand out phrases, parts of the dream, colors, things, etc. The whole dream was pleasant and the main aspect that I woke with was a feeling of balance regarding male/female dynamics.